Welcome to my new-fresh-look blog!
I changed the color of my page. I decided to choose Green color for some reasons :). Greens are representing environment, fresh and young. As a young person, I'd really concern about problems of enviromental damage.
In many ways, every single person makes hundred of their activities that directly affects the quality of environtment, such as the quality of air they breathe, the quality of water they drink and etc. As a human being, actually we have enough knowledge to dramatically reduce our enviromental impact. There are many things we can do to make a difference. Examples ; save electricity, plant trees, bike (am not really sure I can do this in Jakarta :p), avoid waste by reduce, recycle and reuse packaging and products or we should create our own solutions.
Apart from that things, it is my new-fresh-look blog!. I did some touch-ups in few parts of it. In hope I will be more active and prolific in writing the posting stories about my life or may be some articles. Now, thank you for seeing and supporting this blog. Keep coming and reading, and of course don't forget to give your comments, critics or suggestions to further furnish the look of this site ;).
Jay
29 Mar 2012
29 Feb 2012
stories about twenty nine
time does indeed fly, so speedy...!!
...and guess what is so special about February?
Too many things, I must say. Apart from the feelings that time flies, i just realized that so much happened in a year time. Actually, it tooks so long intense and diverse that I, myself, can't simply believe that I had done so many things, yet they all together combined feel like going so quickly. Besides the core concerns that I always embrace ; health, work, spirit, friends, 'angel' (last not really sure necessary in that order :p), I also worked on a lot more other things.
Stories started from Singapore and ended at Medan -my hometown. What a real journey and indeed life is a journey. My sister got married. I'm not in a jealous way even I feel more excitement when helped her marriage preparation. I always happy for her, my lovely sister ever.
February is not about valentine's day. It is also about my birthday. Turning a year older is not always easy to deal with. What still i can't do is to appreciate the present and cherish the future. Sometimes i am affraid of getting older and that i am losing my youth. As i thinking that much fear I have in my mind and heart so make me much feel tired with this youth-ness. However, getting older, I believe, is a blessing for some. When i can learn and try to be wiser.
Sometimes I am so jealous seeing other younger -close older- people succeeded in so many ways, easily. They could get everything they want without having made so much efforts. The other ways, I also thought and I wished I could go back to the past and did something differently -take a chance and studied of economics for example- or I had known of the future as it is today and I could have taken totally different paths. But i must to be realistic, this is my path and this is my way. I realized that this is my challange and I gotta think differently. The opportunities are scattered in front of me and I have to grab them and use them.
So, there is nothing that I regret of my past 29 years of life. It is time to move on and its time to be a better man. To be part of dynamic change, surely to be more happy, making plan a thing that i haven't thought -like a married life. And for sure, revolutionize my paths and innovate my road that i'd never seen before...
Note : Hey Angel, thanks again for this year birthday cake!
Jay
...and guess what is so special about February?
Too many things, I must say. Apart from the feelings that time flies, i just realized that so much happened in a year time. Actually, it tooks so long intense and diverse that I, myself, can't simply believe that I had done so many things, yet they all together combined feel like going so quickly. Besides the core concerns that I always embrace ; health, work, spirit, friends, 'angel' (last not really sure necessary in that order :p), I also worked on a lot more other things.
Stories started from Singapore and ended at Medan -my hometown. What a real journey and indeed life is a journey. My sister got married. I'm not in a jealous way even I feel more excitement when helped her marriage preparation. I always happy for her, my lovely sister ever.
February is not about valentine's day. It is also about my birthday. Turning a year older is not always easy to deal with. What still i can't do is to appreciate the present and cherish the future. Sometimes i am affraid of getting older and that i am losing my youth. As i thinking that much fear I have in my mind and heart so make me much feel tired with this youth-ness. However, getting older, I believe, is a blessing for some. When i can learn and try to be wiser.
Sometimes I am so jealous seeing other younger -close older- people succeeded in so many ways, easily. They could get everything they want without having made so much efforts. The other ways, I also thought and I wished I could go back to the past and did something differently -take a chance and studied of economics for example- or I had known of the future as it is today and I could have taken totally different paths. But i must to be realistic, this is my path and this is my way. I realized that this is my challange and I gotta think differently. The opportunities are scattered in front of me and I have to grab them and use them.
So, there is nothing that I regret of my past 29 years of life. It is time to move on and its time to be a better man. To be part of dynamic change, surely to be more happy, making plan a thing that i haven't thought -like a married life. And for sure, revolutionize my paths and innovate my road that i'd never seen before...
Note : Hey Angel, thanks again for this year birthday cake!
Jay
10 Jan 2012
2012 - Reflection of Hope
New year is new hope. It means we're turning a new phase of our life. Hope as always is another dreams of prosperity, health, grace and bless. We all know that different people, different destiny. There is people live in riches and glory, but please don't close your eyes, we can see some people also live in poverty and misery.
Its been a year that I am not writing in this blog. My life has been up-and-down all the time. Almost two years that I have this current job, which i enjoy a lot so far and surely for the longer run. I am 'still' happy with my life, satisfied with all blessing I have.
I can take care of my self even though I often difficult to making a big decision. I am still struggling to balance all life aspects surround me, slowly, one at a time. But the most important thing is 'I love My Life!'.
Aside of good life, I have briefly mentioned two balls of my life ; Job and Spirit.
I am working my job, take it seriously and be proud of it. My job given me a lot of chances to do so many things. Though, sometimes when I was bored with those routinity I always have spirit. Spirits are friends and 'angel'. I've got a lot of friends here -In Jakarta- that I can talk to, go out and study with. I'm very glad to have them around with me. My spirit also coming for health. I had been taking routine medication to deal with my sinusitis and tonsillitis. I feel much much better with myself and my super health now.
So, It's 2012. In this part of the world where I am now, at least I know it in my mind that new year has flipped. I wish may I-we- all have another great bless year and happy.
Jay
Its been a year that I am not writing in this blog. My life has been up-and-down all the time. Almost two years that I have this current job, which i enjoy a lot so far and surely for the longer run. I am 'still' happy with my life, satisfied with all blessing I have.
I can take care of my self even though I often difficult to making a big decision. I am still struggling to balance all life aspects surround me, slowly, one at a time. But the most important thing is 'I love My Life!'.
Aside of good life, I have briefly mentioned two balls of my life ; Job and Spirit.
I am working my job, take it seriously and be proud of it. My job given me a lot of chances to do so many things. Though, sometimes when I was bored with those routinity I always have spirit. Spirits are friends and 'angel'. I've got a lot of friends here -In Jakarta- that I can talk to, go out and study with. I'm very glad to have them around with me. My spirit also coming for health. I had been taking routine medication to deal with my sinusitis and tonsillitis. I feel much much better with myself and my super health now.
So, It's 2012. In this part of the world where I am now, at least I know it in my mind that new year has flipped. I wish may I-we- all have another great bless year and happy.
Jay
28 Des 2011
21 Feb 2011
Chapter 28 : It is not a sin.
Menjadi dua-puluh-delapan bukanlah sebuah dosa.
Sebenarnya tidak ada hal yang begitu spesial. Semuanya sama dan hanya dikemas secara berbeda. Begitulah saya memaknai hari ini. Bukannya tidak bersyukur untuk babak baru dalam pengurangan usia saya, tetapi kok sepertinya saya sungkan untuk merayakannya ; tidak seharusnya merayakan umur yang hilang.
Rasa syukur saya panjatkan kepada Allah SWT, karena selalu memberikan rejeki dan nikmat luar biasa tanpa pernah bisa di duga. Masih ingat dalam benak saya di postingan setahun yang lalu, bersama sahabat-sahabat yang luar biasa melewati malam pergantian hari itu dengan berjalan kaki sembari meyakinkan diri bahwa masa depan masih begitu panjangnya. Sahabat yang layaknya keluarga dan telah menghilang satu persatu, membentuk keluarga kecil yang baru, bahkan mungkin lebih bahagia.
Di setiap pengulangan hari lahir ini, saya tidak pernah membuat resolusi. Jika pun saya kecewa, mungkin karena tidak banyak yang telah saya lakukan semasa umur saya belum berkurang. Tetapi ketika usia bertambah, saya fikir itu bukanlah sebuah dosa besar. Pencapaian hingga usia saat ini adalah nikmat luar biasa dari Allah SWT dan haruslah di syukuri.
Bonus di hari ini adalah kejutan cake dari si Angel dan pesan singkat dari Papa di siang hari untuk ucapan ulang tahun. Pesan itu sarat makna tapi juga luar biasa, karena memang jauh dari kebiasannya untuk melakukan hal yang demikian. Selama aku jadi Jakarta, baru kali ini Papa ingat ulang tahunku dan bukan aku yang minta untuk diingat olehnya. Alhamdulillah..:D.
Jay
Sebenarnya tidak ada hal yang begitu spesial. Semuanya sama dan hanya dikemas secara berbeda. Begitulah saya memaknai hari ini. Bukannya tidak bersyukur untuk babak baru dalam pengurangan usia saya, tetapi kok sepertinya saya sungkan untuk merayakannya ; tidak seharusnya merayakan umur yang hilang.
Rasa syukur saya panjatkan kepada Allah SWT, karena selalu memberikan rejeki dan nikmat luar biasa tanpa pernah bisa di duga. Masih ingat dalam benak saya di postingan setahun yang lalu, bersama sahabat-sahabat yang luar biasa melewati malam pergantian hari itu dengan berjalan kaki sembari meyakinkan diri bahwa masa depan masih begitu panjangnya. Sahabat yang layaknya keluarga dan telah menghilang satu persatu, membentuk keluarga kecil yang baru, bahkan mungkin lebih bahagia.
Di setiap pengulangan hari lahir ini, saya tidak pernah membuat resolusi. Jika pun saya kecewa, mungkin karena tidak banyak yang telah saya lakukan semasa umur saya belum berkurang. Tetapi ketika usia bertambah, saya fikir itu bukanlah sebuah dosa besar. Pencapaian hingga usia saat ini adalah nikmat luar biasa dari Allah SWT dan haruslah di syukuri.
Bonus di hari ini adalah kejutan cake dari si Angel dan pesan singkat dari Papa di siang hari untuk ucapan ulang tahun. Pesan itu sarat makna tapi juga luar biasa, karena memang jauh dari kebiasannya untuk melakukan hal yang demikian. Selama aku jadi Jakarta, baru kali ini Papa ingat ulang tahunku dan bukan aku yang minta untuk diingat olehnya. Alhamdulillah..:D.
Jay
19 Feb 2011
choose our goodness...
...walker's family...
-----thisphototakenbyTemiya----------and without Walkers Family Bali, M and V-----
...tentang masa-masa indah persaudaraan...
...tentang potongan puzzle yang berserakan dan terpisah...
...tentang puing-puing yang dapat tertata kembali...
...tentang pasang surut lautan dengan siklus yang tepat...
...kita telah berjarak meski tak terputus...
...kita telah tentukan arah di setiap persimpangan yang ada...
...kita sebait puisi rumit dari berbaris hasrat yang tersirat...
...kita cadas yang keras dan tak terhempas...
-about you who destroyed-
-about you who disappeared-
-about you who got married-
-about you who wanted to loneliness-
about our choose...
and choose our goodness
Jay
11 Feb 2011
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